In His Presence

Just some thoughts the Lord gave me on being a LOVER.

"God, you are a lover looking for a lover, so you fashioned me..."

I love you Lord with all my heart, mind, soul, and strength. I am willing to be your lover. Continue to fashion me dear God. You are a lover looking for a lover, so you fashioned me. Oh Lord, I am a lover looking for a lover. Who have you fashioned for me to love?

Where is all of this coming from? How has my heart changed? I do not understand myself at all. All the things I thought I knew about myself, I am unlearning. What is it that I really want God? It is your heart. I am just amazed how my view has changed. I suppose in reality, I just want a lover in return. That makes sense to me.

I feel that I am going crazy because a lot of things I thought I desired are now changing. But is so good because I am learning God's heart for me. He is showing me to be a lover. I am so different that I once thought, but I have still more to learn and for the first time I am open to that.

It is all about allowing my heart to do the thinking, not my mind. My mind serves great purposes, but my heart is where the Lord instructs me.

I do not want anything I created.

I am not my mother's daughter and I am not my daddy's daughter. I am my Father's daughter. I want to learn all things through Him and no one else.

Now I can say, "my LOVE is looking for a lover, so He fashioned me."

What is it about me that I need to know, God? Pour your heart into mine God.