In His Presence

Well, yesterday I was wrestling with God because of this wall. I suppose after those hours of serving and loving on Saturday I had an ultimate spiritual high and then by the end of my day I grew tired. I didn't want to be tired. I just wanted more. But after struggling to go to sleep Saturday night and after feeling heavy for the most part Sunday, the Lord spoke to me Sunday night at church. Pastor Steve preached out of Acts 4:31 to the end. He emphasized being controlled by the Holy Spirit. To make a long story short, the Lord reassured me that He was pleased with my work and that I don't have to beat myself up to keep on going. In fact, I was my own wall. I couldn't get around myself, but He set me free and reminded me that He is the one that moves through me...not I. Praise Jesus!